Tuesday, October 26, 2010

By whatever-in-this-fucking-world-You-go-by!

(God, if you're out there, read this.)

i don't want to be someone who craves for fancy cars, Feni-Rose flats, or excessive amount of money. I don't want to be someone who sees life as something to conquer. I don't want to have bank accounts with trillions of Rupiahs inside them - even if I do, and yes I will be grateful of it, please don't let me use them for my own benefit only. Please don't let me be one of those guys who don't know what to do with their money. Please let me stay as the the low-maintenance bitch that I am, please don't let me get addicted to luxury. Please let me be thankful for every resource that I have, please let me be thankful for every single new knowledge that I attain every single day, please let me be thankful for every good, amazing person that I've met and will meet in my life that inspires me not to be a self-centered spoiled-brat. I don't want to be vain. I don't want to be corroded by ambitions. I don't want to forget how it feels to be powerless. I don't want to stand on the top of the world and not give a fuck about everything else below. Even if it hurts THIS bad to remind me that I still give a fuck, I don't mind. I really don't fucking mind.

4 comments:

  1. lovely! really love this :-). I know, God is reading this blog post right now :-).

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  2. Wow, that is being bold enough in your writing.

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